While these losses cannot dictate my life-- and they do not-- I can no longer pretend that they do not affect me. They do. Immeasurably so, although it is difficult to admit, even to my Husband. I can no longer bury them and hope that, like a small child in the game of hide-and-seek, if I don't see them, they won't see me. It is time to re-group and re-focus my energy into the things God has placed as priorities in my life. I also need to stop being so fiercely independent. I need to learn how to allow myself to be loved and comforted by my Husband. I need to learn how to heal.
I am not quite certain how long this hiatus will last... perhaps just a couple of weeks, perhaps a month, perhaps longer. The blog will be staying up, and comments will be moderated, but nothing new will be posted in the meanwhile.
Please keep me in your prayers. As always, you will be in mine.
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